Infinite Love

Today marks the passing of my dad one year ago.  My brother, Nikki and I have talked about getting infinity heart tattoos on our wrists to honor our parents. Nik has been part of our family for so long and always thought of our parents as her own, so it is only fitting that she be part of this tribute.  The plan was to get them at the same time, but we never had the opportunity before we moved last year and then when they came to visit in March, we couldn't find a studio that we were comfortable with.  Scott went ahead and just had his done a while back.  But I was just waiting for the right time, fully knowing I'd have to go alone.  When I realized the anniversary was coming up, it dawned on me that there was no better time than on this day.  Fortunately, I had found this studio by word of mouth and turns out, the guy was great, very professional and clean and most importantly, I felt comfortable.  I made the appointment about a week and half ago and it wasn't until I was pulling into the parking lot that I really started to get nervous...but I had been emotional all day so that played a part.  There was no turning back, it was something I had to do and I did it.  If I allow it, I can still feel the ache of my broken heart - I miss them both every day - but looking down now at my wrist, I have a constant reminder of the unbreakable bond that I share with my brother and the beautiful memory of my parents.

Tonite we had 'Spam & Rice', one of my dad's most favoite meals.  The boys LOVED it and I know that would've made my dad proud :)