My Baby Boy Trev

My sweet baby turned one today.  I found myself just wanting to hold him as much as possible today and like usual, he was lovey right back and welcomed mommy's crazy emotions.  He really has been an angel and I know God blessed me with such an easy going baby because the other two definitely give me more than enough to handle.  I cannot believe it has been a year since Trev came into this world.  I was in love the moment I laid eyes on him.  Sadly, I will admit, I don't remember feeling that way immediately with the other two....with Scotty, it was complete fear and disbelief at first and with Zac, it was "whose child is this?"....funny how it is still that way at times to this day.  I love all my boys to no end, but with Trev, maybe because I knew he would be my last, I felt immediate bliss and have been completely head over heels ever since.  I thank God for these three little blessings that remind me every day (amongst dirt and noise) of what is really important.  Happy Birthday to my littlest boy.